In search for my life compass

pray that i will not grow up to slap my children when i become a mother

Hui Qian — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 14:48:56 +0000

i don’t know what i want. but i am super clear what i do not want. i do not, never ever, want to be like her. i would definitely rather die.

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Hui Qian — Mon, 12 Sep 2011 14:37:27 +0000

she has totally ruined our lives. destroyed our futures.

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smurfin’ u! <3

Hui Qian — Sat, 10 Sep 2011 20:28:58 +0000

因为你说是你的荣幸，所以我很开心。:)

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Downhill

Hui Qian — Wed, 17 Aug 2011 15:00:03 +0000

The title says it all…

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Can’t put my finger to what’s wrong

Hui Qian — Wed, 03 Aug 2011 00:20:39 +0000

Something, somewhere, someone is not right.. can’t put my finger to it, just a gut feel that something is wrong.. i hope i’m the wrong one here..

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such a bother

Hui Qian — Fri, 29 Jul 2011 16:46:51 +0000

waiting for an answer that will never be known. whatever the answer, it will not be a pleasant one for the receiving party, so why bother? let it go, yet it’s so difficult to. it’s such a struggle, such a bother.

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Protected: 1 wrong move

Hui Qian — Wed, 20 Jul 2011 04:27:36 +0000

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Protected: Another failure

Hui Qian — Tue, 19 Jul 2011 15:39:55 +0000

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Why again

Hui Qian — Tue, 19 Jul 2011 13:08:00 +0000

I did not even say anything wrong, or did i again, without even my knowing? Dun flare up at me in the public as u deem fit. Any idea how i feel? Damnit!

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every time i thought we’re closer, we drift further apart the next moment

Hui Qian — Fri, 01 Jul 2011 16:39:05 +0000

relationship = managing expectations.

maybe you dun think it’s important to me to know what you’re thinking/feeling.
maybe you’re not comfortable to let me know what you’re thinking.

alright, no issues, i guess i can adjust my expectations to your comfort level.

and i thought communication was the key. i guess sometimes we have to adapt and adjust. no problem, i can adjust and keep my mouth shut.

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